Finding Home

this blog isno longer in use. but if you want to follow my new bog, its

http://fantasticfanatic44.tumblr.com/

(Source: catastrophys)

When I faced who I was i also had to face a lot of problems regarding religion. I still do. every single day. I was raise super suuuper christain and theres always going to be a voice in the back of my head telling me how evil and wrong I am. Right now, I just try to ignore it.

I’ve faced a lot of inner turmoil as a result of my sexuality. I was raised in a rigid, and stubornly christain family and a small part of myself continues to feel guilty and evil for being gay. it’s something that i face everyday and that no one seems to understand. my family will never accept me. i will never have a real relationship with them. ive just given up. but still im trying to accept myself and i’m not going to give up. i just hope to figure all this out and live my life.

My Girl “CJ” (loverofsorrow333) and I have started a new blog about everything gay. :) I would really appriciate it if you checked it out. :)

http://toogaytoofunction.tumblr.com/

The first person I ever came out to was my “twinny-boo” Alex Emrick in eighth grade. We had gotten Unbearably close and we shared everything with each other. WHen i told her she was just like: “UH DUH!! so what?” and OMG i loved her for it. IT WAS (IS) SO OBVIOUS. she helped me through a lot and even gave me the courage to tell other people later on. She was my hero. (still is)